Monday, February 28, 2005
today is tiring.
Thursday, February 24, 2005
today should fuck off.
Sunday, February 20, 2005
the first two hours of my day today was very productive.
Saturday, February 19, 2005
i cannot find a way to describe it
Friday, February 18, 2005
HELLOOO!
FRICKIN. GEOG.
Tuesday, February 15, 2005
i think im damn unfit.
Sunday, February 13, 2005
im still aching from friday's pe.
Thursday, February 10, 2005
wheee. happy cny to all. haha. =D
Monday, February 07, 2005
BANG!
Sunday, February 06, 2005
take it back, take it all back now
Thursday, February 03, 2005
i feel ive let youall down.
Wednesday, February 02, 2005
juz got back from trng.
Tuesday, February 01, 2005
OH GUESS WHAT.
man.
i wasted away my whole afternoon.
waited for my race to start at 415 and then it rains.
BLAHH.
they called us back when we reached the starting line.
moronic.
it was raining damn heavily lah.
i mean we were all SOAKED to the skin, seriously.
totally drenched.
say byebye to my dragonboat medal.
AWWW.
but it was still fun. hahaha.
juz that we were all freezing our asses off.
my head's still spinning from the cold.
and i walked all the way from the river to the mrt barefooted. lol.
changed at the toilet there. mhmm..
i am juz dead beat la.
thanks baby, for ur concern. =) loveyouu.
i think im giong off now. byebye.
and i hope yongquan gets well soon. sigh.
etched at 8:15 PM
DO YOU FUCKING HEAR ME?
FUCK OFF.
etched at 6:24 PM
hahahaha.
*winks-
goonight world. wish me luck.
for my 6 tests coming up next week.
cuz im gonna need it. real bad.
thanks.
BYEE.
etched at 10:38 PM
its there inside, all i do is hide
i wish that it would just go away
what would you do, you do, if you knew
what would you do
all the pain i thought i knew
all the thoughts lead back to you
back to what was never said
back and forth inside my head
i cant handle this confusion
i'm unable, come and take me away
i feel like i am all alone
all by myself i need to get around this
my words are cold, i dont want them to hurt you
if i show you, i dont think youd understand
cause no one understands
all the pain i thought i knew
all my thoughts lead back to you
back to what was never said
back and forth inside my head
i cant handle this confusion
i'm unable, come and take me away
i'm going no where
i'm getting no where
take me away
i'm going no where
all the pain i thought i knew
all my thoughts lead back to you
back to what was never said
back and forth inside my head
i cant handle this confusion
i'm unable, come and take me away
take me away
break me away
take me away
take me away
etched at 10:24 PM
berry's back.
cranBERRY juice is nice. :D
ohoh. i'm here to introduce the happiness angel.
( i don't know why it looks so sad itself.) :(((
happiness angel is pretty.
it's a yellow teddy bear that has wings and a halo. (it can FLYYYY freely.)
and it brings you happiness on days you feel blue or scared or whatever. (p.s. don't feel blue all the time; try to feel YELLOW. or PINK. or even RAINBOWISH.)
happiness angel doesn't have a wand sadly, if i could i'd MAKE IT HAVE A WAND. with a starry end. yes.
feeling depressed?
call 1900-112-HAPPINESS ANGEL
no surcharges per call.
a berry a day keeps the doctors AND trees away. x)
etched at 8:39 PM
AND CHEM PROJ.
ARGH.
etched at 3:36 AM
i juz ran 8 rounds in schl on lane 6.
if i remember correctly, every lane further out is 4m longer.
which means lane 6 is..
400 + 4 + 4 + 4 + 4 + 4.
which is uh.
420.
420 x 8 is
3360m.
in about half an hour.
which means.. i take an average of.
i dunno how many mins per round.
i still got my two hist essays to do.
and damnit geog norvatis proj.
got tingxie tmr. dan yuan ce yan on thurs.
oh, and a lot alot of tests next week.
biweeky, phy, emath, amath, geog. no wait geog is this thurs.
ah heck. i cant remember.
my legs are jelly. ow pain. heh.
i need to go train more. i hope i can get my gold for napfa again.
for the seventh consecutive year. =D
okay gonna stop here.
cya ya all.
and happy belated vday.
and happy total defense day. lol.
BYEE.
etched at 4:27 PM
i think i got about 400+ from my angbaos.
i havent done my norvatis proj.
and my chem research package.
im hungry.
im going to drive later.
i think hi friends are kewl.
as in, hi and goodbye friends.
juz that they dont say goodbye, juz the hi part.
thats juz so cool.
like, wtf are they doing on my msn.
i dont know how to do shearing.
wtf is shear factor.
its a hot day today.
bye.
etched at 3:38 PM
well, ystd juz went to grandma's place. mom's side. for lunch.
collected abt 8 angbaos i think. yeah.
today was funn. damn fun.
went to auntie's place for lunch. dad's side one.
yepp. good food! haha. but the meesiam was kinda hot. but yummy.
then got porridge. and then dim sum. =D
OH. and then they were having karaoke! hahahha.
damn pro lor. and theyre like, quite old. auntie's singing friends.
all abt maybe 50+ or so. but their voice quite solid. haha.
then after that i went bowling with my cousins. =D
but too bad i bowl like shit. lol. wasnt concentrating, as usual.
keep on missing my target. heesh. ah well.
after bowling went driving. wheeet.
dad gave me some lessons. went to tuas to practise.
drove arnd there for about half an hour.
then drove back home from there. =D
abt 45 mins of driving.
i was driving at arnd 80 on the highway. wheeheee. =D
damn funn.
and then now im here rotting.
oh, and i got geog proj due tmr. and its untouched. lol.
wish me luck. i dunno what to do with it.
I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT ITS ABOUT. waahaha.
aiya heck care la. =p
oaky i gtg . playy.
TAKE CARE, WORLD.
AND HAPPY CNY.
etched at 8:45 PM
etched at 7:12 PM
the things i gave
like the taste of my kiss on your lips
i miss that now
i cant try any harder than i do
all the reasons i gave, excuses i made for you
i'm broken in two
all the things left undiscovered
leave me empty and left to wonder
i need you
all the things left undiscovered
leave me waiting and left to wonder
i need you
yeah i need you
dont walk away
touch me now, how i wanna feel something so real
please remind me, my love
and take me back
cause i'm so in love with what we were
i'm not breathing, i'm suffocating without you
do you feel it too
all the things left undiscovered
leave me waiting and left to wonder
i need you
all the things left undiscovered
leave me empty and left to wonder
i need you
yeah i need you
when i'm in the dark and all alone
dreamin' that youll walk right through my door
its then i know my heart is whole
theres a million reasons why i cry
hold my covers tight and close my eyes
cause i dont wanna be alone
all the things left undiscovered
leave me waiting and left to wonder
i need you
all the things left undiscovered
leave me empty and left to wonder
i need you
i need you
cause i cant fake
and i cant hate
but its my heart thats about to break
youre all i need
i'm on my knees
watch me bleed
would you listen please
i give in
i breathe out
i want you
theres no doubt
i freak out
i'm left out
without you
i'm without
i'm crossed out
i'm kicked out
i cry out
i reach out
dont walk away..
--
here. a little sympathy for you to waste on me
i know youre faking it but thats okay
and i dont want to drag it out
dont want to bring you down
i never wanted it to end this way
even if i wanted to
i dont think that i'd get to you
theres nothing i can say to you to make you feel alive again
here. a little jealousy
i hope you think of me
hope you wonder where i sleep at night
cause i feel like i'm inside out
you got me upside down
maybe i was holding on too tight
even if i wanted to
i dont think that i'd get to you
theres nothing i can say to you to make you feel alive again
so dont just say goodbye to me
just turn your back away and leave
and if youre lucky i will be your last regret, your only friend
the two of us we dream like one
the two of us, the two of us
the two of use take breath like one
the two of us, the two of us
i guess that this is over now
i guess it's called the falling out
but everyday i'm learning how to make it through this life i'm in
even if i wanted to
i dont think that i'd get to you
theres nothing i can say to you to make you feel alive again
so dont just say goodbye to me
just turn your back away and leave
and if youre lucky i will be your last regret, your only friend
etched at 7:49 AM
im filled with hatred.
argh. i keep having abnormal thoughts.
i should go fix myself up.
friggin.
maybe i'll juz blog it all out next time.
peace out`
etched at 2:53 PM
<3 goliath.
and my chiobu rockstaR!
and i forgot to mention.
dad gave me a 16k cheque ystd.
lol.
byebye.
etched at 6:37 PM
we forgot the cake.
until we were having dinner.
and mom said something's missing.
LOL.
then we remembered the cake.
so she drove to jacks place to get me my mango cake.
AND.
i screwd up my math test.
bleh.
okay anyway.
byebye.
goonight.
AND IM NC-16 AND SEX LEGAL. 3 CHEERS FOR ME.
toodles.
etched at 9:54 PM